you and your dad
anonymous
October 21 2006, 05:29:04 UTC
dear sweet san of mine...you captured the day so achingly beautifully I was right back there staring at the floor and then telling you and jeremy and then finding jess and tryng to find Dean and then holding on to dad's head and warming up that spot. I told him i loved him and i was so happy that i had you and jess to be with me. all of our boys too. thank you san...i love my little girl...mummy
San, you are so much braver than me. I havn't been able to let myself go back to that day, havn't benn able to put it down on paper, or see the words in front of me. Somehow it would make it all too real and I'm not ready to write those words. Even though we see that day differently, you captured it perfectly, in detail that is both horrendous and achingly beautiful at the same time. Thank you. Part of me was afraid I wouldn't be able to remember it, that I would block it out and I don't want to do that. This makes it easier.
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Thank you my strong brave sister,
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<3
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