It's coming up so quickly! The big move is treading along faster than I thought it would. I still have so much to do, I need to get rid of so many things it's rediculous. I have gotten rid of most of my big furniture things, but I have other little things to garage sale. And thinking about it, I only have a couple weeks to get things around to sell ( Read more... )

I'm moving to Seattle!!! March it is! I'm super stoked and can't wait to make this transition! I'm selling all my stuff and just taking what can fit in my car. I'm breaking my lease and just doing it. Thank you, Brett, for giving me some insight. I think I needed to hear "just do it" from somebody. It's going to be scary but I think it will be a ( Read more... )

It's really hard to look up when everything keeps pointing down. I'm so down in it I don't even want to try to be optimistic.

Another feeling to flee, another need to start somewhere new. I tried to look up some photography schools today. I really think I want to go back to school for photography.

I feel like I'm going to explode.

After spending about 4 hours (between many distractions) of reading a copy of my friends book "He's Just Not that into Me", I've come to the conclusion that I'm never going to find anyone. The book, although an eye opener, is quite depressing. After reading a few pages of the book last week, I looked up and said to friend, "I'm never going to find ( Read more... )

So on my way to work today I was happily driving along, slowing down to a stop when I was rear ended by another car. Looking out my rear veiw window I thought for sure my car was fucked. The front of his car was smashed in. I was uninjured, just shooken up a bit. A 67 year old man nodded off for a second because he "didn't get much sleep last night ( Read more... )

I've never felt so unamused. I hate how people think that they can make you feel like you're miniscule. I've never had such a negative person in my life. I've never fought this much. It's rediculous. Why this insane person will not just leave me alone is beyond my reasoning. Quit badgering me. It's funny that they try so hard to make me feel ( Read more... )

I care when I shouldn't care. I speak when I shouldn't speak. I drink when I shouldn't drink. You'd think I'd learn by now ( Read more... )

Random things on my floor. I tried to clean my dressers off today. I always get so side tracked whenever I try to clean. I was hoping to get done. Of course it didn't happen. Everything from my dressers are just shoved onto the floor into random piles.

I'm wondering why, when things are looking up for me and everything starts to fall into place, why now, is it that I feel so down? In one month I will begin a new chapter in my life and I will say that I'm looking forward to it like nothing else. Finally, when I feel like I've found my way my self esteem has crumbled. I've been feeling low lately, ( Read more... )

Something Erica wrote about me, I love this girl ( Read more... )