Despite the so-called purpose of this world, it does seem to give off a strong sense of hopelessness.
It is only a matter of time before my soul grows weary once more. A momentary inspiration and glimmer of hope only lasts for so long, after all.
Private to self // Hard to hack
I find myself thinking more and more often of her lately. I cannot deny her effect on me and the hope that she gave me that went even past my work.
Lisa... You deserved and deserve so much more than a mad man like myself could have ever given you. Please, move on and life your life as happily as you can.