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[battlescarred]

I don't understand why I'm not doing my homework and applications right now like I should be. You think I'd be more motivated to do it immediately and really well seeing as grades would be my only ticket out of my house, but I am, of course, the self-proclaimed master of procastination. I am just so sick of living here. I wasn't exactly bursting

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[ianiceboy]

In the last nineteen years, I have lived in the same suburb. I know lots of people, but how many are my friends? Any?
I keep telling myself that I could prove it was unfair to whomever I liked, but it still wouldn't make me any extra friends. It's a daunting task.

[xxatomicbettyxx]

You know, it's nearly impossible to not have an awkward "teenagerhood", especially when you're in a different place. I don't think that it's because nobody likes you there. I mean, you know how hard it is for people to accept new people. For instance, remember how easy it was as a child to go up to someone and be like "you wanna play with me?" and they would? Now that we're older, everyone's too conscious about...well, everything. Nobody can do anything without offending another. It's hard for older people to just go and accept new people. Everyone's in a stage where they're like "we have all the friends we really need, I'm kind of too shy to make new friends, and I don't think they'd like me anyways

[anonymous]

Ally,
You found someone amazing for a reason. You shouldn't feel bad about yourself you're an amazing person and I loved being with you and I know other people enjoy being with you. I think Pat is someone who will listen to you and I think you shouldn't let him go he seems like a great guy. As for having nobody to talk to...you have me. I know things got screwed up between us, but I feel like crap just like you, my life has been shit too, I didn't that well in school, I feel like my friends don't really like hanging out with me, I lost someone who I cared so much about, I can relate to how you feel even if you don't realize it. Don't feel bad about the Jimmy thing, you are his loss, and you are not going to screw up a relationship with pat, he's a great guy and you are perfect for each other I could tell the other night. I'm glad we're still friends, and I hope everything works out for you.