English class. Not doing my paper. Not going to geometry cuz I'm gonna fail my test. U of D dance better kick ass or else. I'm sick of school. For real.

It sucks when it's this hot out. I'm not a girl that's a fan of extremes. If it's too hot or too cold, it's too much. 65 is perfect. But today was just waaaay too hot to be outside, running around, playing football. Just too hot. Oh well ( Read more... )

This goes out to everyone out their who deals with so much more than they have to. The real people who take their surroundings to heart, and try to change what they see but their cries are met with silence. Brutally ignored by those who'd rather wallow in their own complaints or honestly dont give a sh!*. Those who'd rather die than see a loved one ( Read more... )

I realize that I'm a fucking hige complainer, and I'd love to stop that, but I really just hate working so damn much. I know I know, it's much less than most work, but I gotta go to school and try to have a life too! But I guess overall, it's not that bad. Closing with Sarah is always a plus, even if she makes me feel ::this big:: but what she says ( Read more... )

For some weird reason, I'm in a damn good mood. I don't know if one of my best friends is talking to me, another friend won't talk to me, but I'm actually in a good mood. For the first time in like, forever, my marian friends have become my absolute favorite people. I don't know why they do, but they are the ones that are constantly cheering me up ( Read more... )

The one thing I thought never would happen just did. I could never have imagined the day that she would give up. But she did. So why give a fuck anymore? When the one person you think has always got your back gives up, where do you turn? What do you do? And how do you stay strong?

So today is a short day, thank god, but I hafta work from 4-10 then I get to do that all over again tomorrow! Yippe! (the sarcasm in this cannot be adequately described) School just sucks lately, I can't seem to cut it. And since I failed that geometry test, I hafta do amazing for the rest of the year just to get a B. And in order to get into ( Read more... )

So last night, my bro and I got in a fight. Well, basically I got in a fight and Joe just happened to be there. For some reason, he pissed me off, then me getting pissed off was, I guess, funny to him, so he kept laughing at me, until finally I snapped and gave him a right-hook. I NEVER thought I'd ever punch my brother, I luv him. But I dunno what ( Read more... )

It's been a while so here's a cliff notes version of life right now:
Sleepy. 2 more days of school. Spanish test I didn't study for. Failed geometry test- 57%. Nice days I have to be inside for. Old habits quickly barging back into my life. Me sick of trying to fight the urges. Me giving up. Lots of times. Everyone in the world can rot in hell.

Yeah, skipping Friday afternoon, I'd do it again in a heartbeat, but it still sucks all the stuff I hafta make up. It's ridiculous the amount of crap marian piles on its students. And of course, I went home yesterday and did absolutely nothing. It was nice. No studying and my ONE homework assignment, I didn't do. Once again, procrastination has ( Read more... )