i am sick. i hate being sick. my sinuses are backed up, i am congested, and i have a sore throat. i.e. life sucks ( Read more... )

well....I just came back from the DVC tournament. i had a great time until....well.....i started hitting stupid people and getting stupid judges. i am sorry, but placing "YOU MUST PROVE CITIZENSHIP IS ANITHETICAL TO DEMOCRACY" as a burden on someone is abusive, and mean....and nasty. and then misrepresenting evidence (she read a card which ( Read more... )

so....i once again have not updated in a while. a lot has gone on. my parents have officially seperated. i have become even more jaded and nasty towards people. pessimism has taken over my life. and thinking in moral absolutes. moral absolutes are fun ( Read more... )

ok....so....schedule for this year ( Read more... )

i am having a bitch of a time with my college audition tape. i am practicing several hours today, and i am drilling everything that i humanly can. its really a bitch....i ned 25 minutes for Bard, and everywhere else there is no limit. i also have orchestra and chamber music auditions coming up.....music is taking up so much time right now, but then ( Read more... )

oh shit. this is going to be a long month. my father pulled himself out of therapy. which means jolly goodness for the rest of us. he is furious with his therapist for telling him he wasn;t parenting correctly ( Read more... )

not all too much is going on...father's day was a nightmare....my grandparents came up and its ridiculously sad. my grandparents health is deteriorating rapidly, and its the first time that i have really had to watch anything like it in my life. part of me wants to stay here and not go to college because i know when i leave their health will get ( Read more... )

Well, I used to keep one of these, and I guess the time has come when I am going to start to keep one again, and I don't really know why I feel the need to do so...maybe its the summer coming and going rather quickly already, but I am not going to question it ( Read more... )