I'm at work now. Yay. I went and finalized borrowing the money from my granddaddy this morning for the truck. I need to talk to Krys's mom about going up there for my stuff. It would cost thousands to ship my stuff. And I really need to get my computer back soon. Hopefully whatever happened with it didn't cause me to lose all my data. I emailed ( Read more... )

Got online at my old roommates while d/ling and burning to disc a few things I'll need for Mjollnir. I may have a truck soon. Yay. I don't have spider bites, it's a very bad case of poison ivy or oak, most likely. Nothing else exciting to speak of. Hope anyone that actually reads this is having a good time with whatever they are filling their time

I feel weird, and shitty at the same time. My personality has taken a drastic shock trip for the worse. I'm tired. I sleep as much as I can, but when I wake up and remember everything it just sucks the life out of me. I'm sick of putting my all into a relatonship, only to have it fall apart anyway and end up with me getting hurt. I felt strong ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. I'm not getting enough sleep supposedly, although I stay awake the drive to and from work. I evidently lost 2 inches in my waist, as I HAVE to wear a belt now or my pants will fall down. I eat just as much as I did before...I dunno what's going on ( Read more... )

I'm finally able to get online again because I'm at work in the middle of the night. I find it less rewarding than it used to. Of course...I USED to be an admin as well at GU. Things never last with me, especially happiness ( Read more... )

I no longer am an admin. I think I have lost it forever, no matter what I try to change. I always felt that I could do more as a member of staff, and that was what drove me through the ranks. I seemed to be liked back then, but with so many LXers doing what they wanted even when it broke the rules...I lost general like amongst the members ( Read more... )

Another Staind cd I loved...for unfortunately obvious reasons ( Read more... )

I found a good song on the new Staind cd ( Read more... )

Well, I guess this is it. It's over. I cannot get internet for weeks at best at the house, and even then only dialup. Since my activity has been supposedly scarce or something, I am losing my admin position. Nothing good is coming in my life. I might as well give up on any hope of a happy life ( Read more... )

Just to do something and see what my first response to certain questions would be, I copied this quiz thingy from Krys's journal ( Read more... )