why does life have to be hard. Not in a sad emo way.... just why is EVERYTHING an uphill battle? Nothing is ever easy and everything has to even out. Bad happens, so the good happens... Just upset at the mundane same-ness of every year, month and day. Just complaining. It's not fair, but then life is not fair, so what am I comapliaing about?!

Earlier this afternoon I found myself at the coffee shop, minding my own business when a 32 oz. drink of some kind came soaring towards and colliding with the plate glass window that was six inches away from my head. How did I find myself in this situation you may ask? I guess the incident began about ten minutes before.... I observed a few pre- ( Read more... )

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wow i'm at the shop right now and I'm soooo unbealievalby tired. I was up very very late, like 5:30 in the morning studying for my math test. Thanks to Ben I think I am going to recieve a respectable grade and I will be sure to let everybody know. So that being said I'm SOOOOO tired. I've had like four monsters in the last 12 hours and I think i'm ( Read more... )

It's an intersting time to look at your life and know that you want to change it. Change the mundane process of everyday. But how to go about a change? I'm not quite sure yet, but I am contemplating it. There are too many things that I do not like and things that need to change. I wish I was a more outgoing person like some of my friends, bu I'm ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:LowSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:Very HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Low
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I can't believe how long it has been since I updated. Alot has happened, too much to tell. Looking back on old entries I realize I'm a completely different person. I miss some of my old friends but have found some new people that are fun also. Ben why did you stop calling? Well life is fairly mundane, I have an A in every class right now, lets see ( Read more... )

hey everyone, I is at school right now. Just finished writing a paper that is due in 45 minutes. YAY go me. anyways i'm just saying hi, i'll update a big thing one day.

ANYONE WHO READS THIS POST TO ME SAYING HI AND TELL ME YOUR FAVORITE HOLIDAY!

much love, I think I stole that from nik.... oh well. later.

Tomorrow is going to be the longest day EVER ( Read more... )

wow what a great day. i'm so tired so this will be short ( Read more... )