my mother must be going through like menoposs or somthing!!!!!!!!! she also hasnt been taking her medication so she is so fucking mean and snappy... if i dont ask a question specifically wut i am talking about she gets all pissed off ans starts cussing and yelling and my fucking god i want to get out of here. and now my dad and i are fighting!!!!! ( Read more... )

this stuff that im trying to figure out lately is so annoying!! everything changing!!! and not working and then stuff with mariss me not getting out how i feel and not knowing how to say it right.... god im so confused.to much is going on and school starting now.... god its to much to do all at once!!!! my lord i feel like i want to just crash and ( Read more... )

i wrote a letter to my grandma margie today. its wierd we write letters and stuff but i dont really like talking to her on the phone. she's a really nice lady and no one else writes letters to her ad its kinda nice....just me and her. ok thats small but i gtg im tired ttyl bye

Today is both of my sister's birthdays!!!!!!!!!!! and today is also the day keri left for her enterview in texas.... so we havent celebrated her birthday yet we are celebrateing as a fam when she gets home...well last night vic and i stayed up until like 1 o'clock or so and then we got up a 3 ...3 30 to go to the airport and drop keri off. man i ( Read more... )

oh yeah thanks sliz for coming it really helped with u there.....

o my freakin god i am so freakin happy and like at salvation that marissa is finally gone!!!! she just freakin bugged me so freakin much!!!!!through out the hole week not just the last few days the hole freakin thing!!! god the next time she wants to see me she has to do it all her self!!!! im not going to help her!!! if she wants to get together ( Read more... )

this hole week ..... well since tuesday marissa has been here and she still is this is just a little bit of free time for us since we are kinda ....or at least im getting kinda annoyed haveing sombady with me 24/7.u know following u everywhere even when we were shopping she didnt leave my freakin side!!! not that i dont mind it well after a while ( Read more... )

im going to pick up marissa today and i am waiting for my father!!!!!! god he takes forever just to go to the bathroom! my lord. so last night i went to vic's party.... i felt bad becuz i could see that alex didnt really blend with the group. becuz most of it has been for along time vic slizzo and .....now hayley.... cassi was "in" becuz she was ( Read more... )

sry for the short message but my sister was kicking me off becuz we had to go somewhere.... yeah this is the big day party thingy for Vic!!!! woohoo... i wonder wut kind of resturaunt this is....?? huh? well ne way ill find out tonight... no effence to ne one but i dont really think Alex is a extrememly close friend to vic.... bcuz if it was my ( Read more... )

today is party day!!!!! woohoo to bad i dont have my new look for ya'll but i gtg bye !!!