I hate school, I hate studying. I wish I could learn things just to learn them not to be tested on them. Wishing I was in Greece...or at least not here... I could use a hug.... I could use some craziness in my life.... I can't wait for this semester to be over... not that next semester will be better but at least over break I just have to worry ( Read more... )

The end of the semester is around the corner and I'm not looking forward to it as much as I would have liked. This semester has killed me physically, mentally, G.P.A wise and my self esteem. Basketball ended well which I'm very happy about. No more problems with Val. Ash is doing a geat job. Her and Iris are a huge help. School has kicked my ass ( Read more... )

Things are flying through my head right now. I'm thinking about anything and everything at this current moment. Let's see if I can write it down in a normal fashion. Things are starting to wind down. The semester is almost done which means that the stress of finals is just around the corner...great just what I need. I have an Orgo exam this sunday ( Read more... )

After a very interesting weekend, everything that I regretted has ended up not being so bad...Saturday was Championships for Club Ball and we got 3rd in Div II. We should have gotten a second or first but we always play crappy in our first game. Why? I have no idea...The second game we played better but still not as good as I know we could have. We ( Read more... )

I'm currently freaking out...not out loud cuz that would disturb everyone...i'm screaming in my head, i have an enormous headache and am constantly thinking about Tom and how many things I need to do. The list is endless! School is kicking my ass and sometime within the next 72 hours I will have a panic attack about my up coming physics exam... ( Read more... )

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE

I had an orgo exam last sunday. I couldn't have been more ready for it but once again I fucked it up. I'm at the point where I just want to give up...and I might just do that. I'm a failure when it comes to school, and I'm slowly starting to except it. This entire this is just ridiculous. I'm so angry that I can't type any more...

I'm only 21 and I'm stressed out beyond belief. What sucks the most is that all the stuff i'm going through isn't really real life situations...maybe on a really general scale but not really ( Read more... )

I HATE SCHOOL! Too much stress!!!! I need out! ASAP!

This month has been horrible, as my previous entry was about. I've seem to have hit this major slump where I'm constantly in a crappy mood. Things happen and I cheer up but after about 5 mins I just go back to being upset/annoyed/sad. Not good...but I don't know how to fix it. Last time this happened I spent a weekend in Astoria and when I got back ( Read more... )