you know when something really terrible is happening to you and you feel like you aren't even there... like you are watching yourself from above. thats how it felt. i never knew the one person that was always on my side would say those terrible things about me.. about someone i love. it hurt so bad. i cried and cried and cried.. then fell asleep. ( Read more... )

The drunk kids, the catholics
They’re all about the same
They’re waiting for something
Hoping to be saved

love's an excuse to get hurt....
and to hurt. do you like to hurt?
i do.

-bright eyes

you tell me that all the time.
but you know... i think that this year might not be too terrible after all.
we will see.

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best friend back in the big FL =]
lots of good shopping
lots of good food
an embarassing display of balloons
and an aMAEzing concert.
thank you.
love you.
the end.

ohhh and i'm 16! finally.

i'm kind of REALLY annoyed.

i'm nervous. really.
i'm nervous to see you.. no. i'm nervous for you to see me.
i'm nervous that you are going to look at me and not remember why you fell in love.
i'm nervous that things are going to be different.
but you promised. so they won't be. everything is going to be the same.
no. it's going to be better. i know it.
but still, i'm nervous

And by the way you brought me here ( Read more... )

yeah i'm in a hotel right now.. kinda sucks. i hate hotels. 8 days =)