oh summer. summer. summer ( Read more... )

These past few days have been the best so far this summer.  They immediately pulled me out of my sadness slump and now I am cheery again.  On Saturday and Sunday I went shopping with my mom for some various things, and I spent lots of time with my mom, which is bien, I had the best dinner of my life, and I went to the Blues Festival.  I really don' ( Read more... )

Tonight I had an ephiphany. If that is even how you spell it.  That I am alone.  I am horribly horribly alone.  I feel alone, I am alone often, I keep most of my thoughts to myself, and most of all, I often am alone.  Physically.  I used to think that I was alright and kind of fun to be around, and I felt good about myself, but lately that has all ( Read more... )

I really don't have that much to say for today.  It wasn't a boring day, but I really don't feel like there is much to say.  It all started out when I had to go to the Social Security Office (for reasons mentioned in previous entries).  It was all fine and gravy, but I felt so out of place.  I don't want that to come across as I think I am better ( Read more... )

Right now I really don't know what to think.  I don't.  I do not know what to be thinking right now.  I should be sad.  I should.  I should be bawling, and crying, and extremely upset.  At least, for the given situation, that would be the assumed emotion.  But right now, I am numb.  I don't think you could identify a single emotion to me.  If you ( Read more... )

Lately...oooooh...lately...I have been in a state of utter confusion.  Because there is this something.  This something has a marvelous way of saying one thing, and then doing another.  If you ask me, there is nothing more confusing than to be the person that has to watch this and try to figure out what is going on.  This thing is something that I ( Read more... )

So today was the last day of school.  The last day of Sophomore year.  I loved Sophomore year.  I loved it. What can I say?  I loved it...  Maybe because it ended on such a high note.  Finals were an entire confetti cake, and I can drive, and this summer is going to be the most amazing yet.  I just hope that they stay this fun and amazing.  Maybe a ( Read more... )

Right now I am sitting in my computer chair that has gotten progressively more uncomfortable as it gets older.  I really don't know who to blame for my discomfort, but for now I will simply blame my Uncle.  He seems to be a suspicious guy, being rediculously smart and all.  But who really knows...

It is the middle of the afternoon, and I have ( Read more... )

This weekend was spectacular.  I don't think there is any other adjective that is worthy of describing my weekend. It might have been the best weekend I've had between the months of September and May.  That's a lot of months. I'm sure at this point in the show, I have built up the suspense so intensely that you have got to know what I did this ( Read more... )

Leadership=life.

Today we went to a conference at Rex Putnam.  'We' being us ASB officers for next year.  It was quite the enlightening experience.  We learned all of these skills about getting the entire school involved, and basically I am really inspired to get all this stuff so the school will be more spirited.  And I just want more and more ( Read more... )