i dont feel like im in control of my life anymore.
i want it back.
:-(

i think this is the first time ive really felt stress beyond my capabilities ( Read more... )

its amazing how moods and fortunes can change so quickly..

lets try not to fuck this one up.
might not be a gd thing to do.

why is it that i miss you so much?
youre not here now;
you may not even be here in the future.

i may not even be here in the future.

u know, sometimes it just feels like no one cares ( Read more... )

tonight was horrible.
life once again came crashing down.
why does it do that.
its not nice.
of course, it wasnt as bad as 1-4-07.
or 9-20-06.
or 3-29-05.

but it sucked.
i feel like cutting myself with a rusty knife.
death always come easier with tetanus attached.

You will not do this to me again.

UWEC Concert Choir
66 upperclassmen, 2 freshmen

Summer 2008- European Tour
Germany, Poland, Czech Republic

Starbucks w/Breah

Quite possibly the best day of my life.

DONT FUCK IT UP.

u know who u r, even tho u can't read this, or know perhaps how u might fuck it up, but dont.

:-D

its over.
its finally over.
ive been ready for it to end for so long.
and now its over.

this weekend was rather like a dream, one of those dreams you never want to wake up from..

but then the alarm goes off, and you are once again thrust back into the sick and twisted reality.

it was a nice break.