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[bcangel]

Last night I cried myself to sleep at the simple possibility that Mark would never speak to me again. It can be so hard to live with an open and passionate heart, but so worthwhile. I am tempted to remove him from my life to prevent the pain I am now certain to endure. But, what would that help

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[greener_grasses]

Are you wishing to remove him to prevent the pain you will endure, or the pain you are currently enduring? Dear, it is obvious you are aching. It is obvious he is confusing (and unwilling to discuss?). I cannot tell you how to handle this, or that removing him would do any good, or if it's even possible. All I can suggest is that if there is any way you can change, reroute, or detour the roll he plays in your life, THAT is worth a try. Is that possible? Can he be something else than what you've hoped him to be? Can you remove that wish

Whoa Drama

[ericazk]

I apologize, but I haven't been online alot lately- hopefully we will have internet at home soon.
But seriously honey- all this crazy drama?!?!? WTF...
Call me. I miss you. I love you.

***Congrats on the house- I want photos!

You can e-mail my phone now. erica.mims@vzw.blackberry.net