if everything that goes wrong in my marriage is my fault, then why is it that when i try and correct the behavior i fail?

I was your meal deal, Two thieghs and a drum stick that you just 3.99ed off the menu. I was discontinued. Because someone else had better biscuits. And i'm glad its made your gravy lumpy! Im glad thier chicken was mutated. Im glad that your fingers were greasy when you were done. Because not that you miss that finger licken good, i've sold out.

this wedding ring has been feelings so heavy lately. So today, i finally took it off.. Maybe later it wont be so bad. Maybe.

And i am getting ready to go to this funeral. It sucks when childhood friends die, especially when they swallow a pistol.
I need everyone to pray for Joey Brutche.

So its been a while since i have posted. It seems that the only times that i come crawling to this medium is when there is something wrong.. And it is the truth. But this has always helped me to figure out what is going on with what. And now, i need it more then ever ( Read more... )

I love Martha Stewart! Ever since she has returned from the clink she is spunky, energetic, and just the right about of evil..

She is my new favorite super hero!

Lately i have noticed that the look is the exact same of a person that is trying to secretly check you out and that of someone that wants to hop on his phone and rally a truck and a rope to have a good old fashioned fag drag.. This is kind of disturbing.. Especially when my wife is standing right next to me and we are holding hands.. I thought that ( Read more... )

So i have a question that i absolutely need everyone's input on. It is legitimately someone else's conundrum mind you, but seeing as the field that i one day hope to be going into.. It would be somethings nice to know.. And i don't  think that they teach this one in the text books..

I had a friend from work  (and i use the term friend quite loosely ( Read more... )

So im sitting here.. Listing to missy elliott.. Wondering when things are going to change.. And i have decided that procrastination has enveloped me. Idle hands are the devils work shop, and this is why.. I feel weak.. Run down. Spiritually drained. I should go to church and sit right up front.. maybe that will help.. I am under attack, and i know ( Read more... )

last night i cried myself to sleep.. In the house that i do not own, next to the woman that i can no longer make happy.. I once made her eyes light up like stars.. Her smile shine like moonlight. Back when the world was much smaller, and the issues didnt require a subscription to my fucked up life monthly. I am sure that these issues are as ( Read more... )

So the whole damn world has lost whatever shred of dignity that it had left.. The porn industry at the tip (no pun intended).. I just saw some shit that puts two girls one cup to shame.. I mean, i am open minded.. And in the words of brain, "I have licked my fair share of peanut butter" (although not lately with that damn salmanilla outbreak) but ( Read more... )