Eric,

Don't think anymore. just let your heart take over. it's going on the line anyway, so you may as well not make it worse with your brain too.

you can either hope

or she's lying to you. 
or she's lying to herself.

she seems to very much want him and be focused on him and have decided on him and HIM and you're dead. but that it might not work with ( Read more... )

 i love you ( Read more... )

so, im sitting here wondering if you're answering me to appease me and try to make it easier and less painful for me ( Read more... )

Have you decided what school for good for sure?
Is your financial aid paperwork for here or there?
Who is your anger thread at?

I love you. Please don't go. 
please come back to me. 
I love you imoto. 

I can't say anything else. So i'm reposting ( Read more... )

I love you.

That's all I can do. 
And hope.

please. 

 i lied ( Read more... )

 I think I'm going to make this my last blog. If i can. If i can just shelf the hurt after that and not write. I don't think there will be any need for me to say anything else, regardless.

I think you're making the biggest, worst set of mistakes in your life. I hope you stop before it's too late.

I hope you love. I hope you learn and connect with ( Read more... )

 Go back to sleep Eric baby. 
Today hurts too much.

and stop hoping. nothing's coming. 

 Reach out please.

Before it's too late and you go home to him for the summer or for good. It's already too late eric. she's chosen. you aren't part of that choice. accept that, and that she's moving on. she doesnt want love or need you. so stop hoping.