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[bddpt7]

He's getting better. Its a blessing and a curse. He's getting better but he's still suffering. He's never comfortable and I don't know what to do. There isn't anything to do. I needed to take over for mom today like seeing him and taking my great aunt and uncle to see my grandpa. Ugh. Life. I just want him to be comfortable and not suffer

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[itsnotpierre]

if i could take away one thing from all the shit i went thru about 2-3 months ago, its that you should focus on what you can control, and let go what you can't. we spend a lot of time worrying and stressing about things we have no control over and we neglect the stuff we can change.

[bddpt7]

I'm trying not to worry, but I'm afraid that when I leave he'll get worse and I'll have to come back and leave my life and miss work and school. I'm being selfish and negative but when he has a DNR and is having trouble swallowing its hard to be positive