wow my heart is broken. Kenny can be such a fukn asshole! i hate him. i hate most 8th graders actually......they r all stupid fukers and backstabbers. kenny just wrote me this really sweet note to me and everything saying that he luvs me and misses me and what not and then he sayz he cant go out with me bc his gay friends are congradulating him on ( Read more... )

soooo bored.......i met a new friend! lolz. she seemz purty kool. her namez kelli. yupz. i wanna find a new way to do my makeup l8r. today was boring. im glad i stayed home from school. i luv kenny so much and i miss him. it hurtz just to think about him. god its hot today. i have no clue what the hell im gonna wear tomorrow. im just gonna wear ( Read more... )

And I'd give up forever to touch you ( Read more... )

im home from school today :D haha ur not! yea im probly gonna go places with my mommy l8r. i have to go to the doctors at 4:20 too. he's the guy who put me on that Zoloft crap. urr my mommyz sick and she just said we arent going anywhere but ill make her change her mind. I think im gonna go walk sumwherez so ill update this thing l8r tonight.

ok im happy again!!!! thingz r better after like 10 minutes ok ill cyaz!

worse day ever.......its over. i hate myself. y am i here? just so other ppl can point and laugh at me?! i still love him and thatz not gonna change. i dont care that ive spent 3 hours crying over him so far. i think i should just die and get it over with. i dont wanna be miserable i really dont. just for the pplz who arent sure, yes i am bisexual ( Read more... )

yea well im bored.......i havent updated this thing in a long time. ILUSM Kenny!!!!1 lol had to write that. i went shopping!!! i got a bunch of stuff and a magazine and Kittie's otha cd. Its so much better than oracle but i already knew that b4 i got the cd. I didnt feel good today. i cant wait until the summer. im getting my belly button pierced ( Read more... )

wow what a day. i havent updated this thing in a couple of dayz. i love kenny!! ok anywayz ppl r messing with me again. kays such a dumb ass!! shes asking me and cassie to give her back our birthday presents! how fukn retarted is that!? im not but now shes threatening to keep my cd player which was like 180 bux! I CANT DEAL WITH HER ANY MORE! ( Read more... )

hmmmmm confused............blah! im not sure about what i want anymore. i dont know who I want as friends and who i dont. kay and ashley arent really good friends but for sum reason i still wanna be friends with them. i cant ever understand them anywayz so i shouldnt be friends with them. im gonna stay loyal to all my other friends and im gonna ( Read more... )

fuck man im sooooooooooo fukn upset right now. i really dnt wanna sound like the kinda person who just makes things up to get attention..... i just need to write my feelings down and express them..... I just found out that sum of my best friends smoke. they never told me i found out. i feel like im untrustworthy and im sooo upset. i feel oblivious ( Read more... )