where can i get a better conscience ( Read more... )

we're good.
this is good.
i felt like i lost myself for a while.
i felt like we lost each other in the intensity of all this.
but i found him.
i found me.
he found me.
i love us.
i love him.

the sun is out again.
i can feel the warmth in my skin, in my bones.

i AM right for you.
i DO love you.
you LOVE me.
come on.

i feel like a horrible person. i don't like myself very much. and i don't really like anyone else. it's safe to say that i'm feeling blue tonight.

i feel stupid. i don't want to be a "typical teenage girl with an attitude toward her parents". that's not me. why am i letting that be me? eww. i feel stupid. so so stupid. and i thought everything was so unjust. why do i have to be humbled SO often? new season's resolution: be nicer to my parents even if they are being lame- just tune it out, and ( Read more... )

i'm free kiddos. off grounding. thank the lord above.

i love jake.
i mean i like-like him.
like.. i love him.
with a capitol L.

let's be friends everyone.

i am in trouble. so my cell phone is confiscated at LEAST until this weekend. call my home if you need to, or.. if i am out and about... um call somebody i am with. you all are clever kids, you can track me down ( Read more... )

man. school. is lame. can't wait till next summer ( Read more... )

last night........ was not our last show. fooled ya. ha. it was so awesome to see how much everyone really cared, and how everyone was goin nuts and dancin and even singing along. that was really fun, and made us feel awesome. thank you. now come to the rest of our shows and do that!! and........ for those who missed it- it was the best ever. the ( Read more... )

danny everist: if you are reading this... i hope you're happy. i really do.

jake is camping with randall.
i am home alone..

hanging out with brittany/anna/erin tomorrow. then with jake. farmers/blesk show.

jesus, please protect my boy.