Life Update

[be_ddelusionall]

Hey all! I hope everything is good with you and yours wherever you are!

There's just a couple things I want to talk about.

1 - I moved to Los Angeles!
So if you've been following my twitter you know that I moved to SoCal in August. It's been quite an adjustment both mentally and monetarily. I left two really good jobs in Utah and I don't have a

Comments

[raindrop_symph]

I have been reading your fanfics for so long and I would say its one of the reasons that I'm still in kpop after what happened with DB5K. Now I'm in to BTS because of you. I read the fanfics you wrote about them even if I didn't follow them because I know I would be in for a good read. After Mark up my Soul I started listening to their songs. 😁 If you want to write BTS fanfic just go for it. Its better to write something that you love. Hope you find a job, and good friends soon.

[be_ddelusionall]

i will totally take the blame for your kpop obsessions, new and old ;)
i'm glad that you gave BTS a chance. their songs are really really great!

[baby1004]

Hello ! I hope your PL will go the way you want soon !

It s sad to heard about your dbsg fic inspiration...but yeah you re right you have to write for yourself... i am not familiar with bts but i think i will try... i wasn't a fan of dbsk to begin with but your stories are too good to stop at this...

Fighting

[be_ddelusionall]

thank you! i'm trying not to give up hope!

i think the dbsk stuff is still there, i have a few fics started, but the bts ones are really pulling at me. i hope you do take the chance to try them out!
/blushes/ thank you!
<3
fighting!

[maron_zero5]

Okay wow. I hope you will overcome everything and find your way. I am actually quite sure about that. I know you do not know about me or remember me. I have only once written to you how much your fanfics help me and how much of a joy they create in my inner self. I have followed your updates quietly, always awaiting an update (I am basically checking every day if you updated haha it became a habit)

I have seen a lot of Cassiopeia switch fandoms or become distracted by BTS. It is good. You should not be unhappy. And mostly, you should not force inspiration to find you.

I am grateful for all those years that your fanfics have helped me throughout life. I wish you all the best with your new projects. I will still check if you will update a DBSK fic or post a new one. You were my Hero and role model when it came to writing! It is actually quite hard to write this but I too have to move on I guess.

Until the time when our passion and hearts will meet again, goodbye. Thank you for everything you have done for me without to even know!

[be_ddelusionall]

thanks for your support!
and yay! silent reader! *hugs* that's one of the reasons why I'll never delete my LJ page. I know that lots of people still re-read them, an I know that lots of people need that support!

Not really a goodbye, though, <3
I do have a few DB5K fics in the works, so make sure you have some kind of notification set for my page!

*hugs* <3

[dilha]

I am so grateful for what you've done for our DBSK fandom all these years. You've wrote so many ffs about not only YunJae fics but lots of other beautiful fics with our 5 boys. I loved every single one of them. And I still love them and always will be loving them. I'm a cassiopeia. So it's a bit sad to know that I won't be able to read DBSK fics from my favourite author. I'll wait untill the day you will be back with something for the few DBSK shippers still out there

[be_ddelusionall]

I still don't understand limiting to just YunJae pairing. why do that when so much sexy exists?

I'm still struggling a little bit, but things seem to be working out, mostly. I just need to find a job. That's the hardest things.

There's still so much to experience in the DB5K world. I am not completely done with them. I just am writing what is inspiring at the moment!
<3 AKTF

[dilha]

There's a thing that I forgot to add in my previous comment. It's that I'm so glad that you aren't deleting your Lj. I really love your fics and I'm so addicted to them that I'm still rereading them at least once a week. So I'm so thankful that you aren't deleting this precious gems.

[be_ddelusionall]

I get so annoyed when people delete their LJ. Like, you don't want to write anymore, fine, but we are still reading them! Don't worry! It will always be here!