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Feb 01, 2005 21:55

He's completely out of my life. Wow. I can't believe this. If someone would have told me this would happen last August, I wouldn't have believed them. Well... Maybe I would have. Because I guess I had figured out that nothing that good, lasts. at least not at this stage in my life. and yea. that's fine. whatever. I'm only fifteen. but ( Read more... )

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hiddeninside397 February 2 2005, 14:54:00 UTC

You're not that strange for relying on others to compliment you and encourage them...Without that need we wouldn't need friends as much. So don't feel like you're being selfish...you're not. As for you not having self confidence, you have a lot more than other people do, trust me on this one. Even if people show it in the open, that's probably the extent of it...the fact that you don't need to show it in the open just adds to the fact that you have MUCH more self confidence then them. If there's one thing I can truly say, it's that you have more self confidence than anyone I have ever seen...I admire you no end for it. And you did a GREAT JOB playing the guitar!!! I don't know what you're talking about, you can't play the guitar...YOU CAN!!! lol...I love you!!!

ex_your_smi February 2 2005, 15:04:32 UTC

Hey girlie, I'm pretty sure Patrick said it, but it's not at all bizarre to rely on compliments and encouragement from those around you. I'm reading this racial commentary called "Why Are All the Black Kids Sitting Together in the Cafeteria?" and in the part about identity, she talks about the fact that we recognize our identity, mostly, from the way those around us act; the people around us are mirrors for the way we appear. It's a good thing if these people can reflect positive notions ( ... )

c'est moi anonymous February 2 2005, 18:57:17 UTC

hmm... I'm not sure if you're counting me as one of your friends here, because I am TOTALLY not happy with being single, and I obviously don't have anyone who makes me incredibly happy. But alas, we can suffer through singledom together.

I visited you! And I was listed first! Wheee!

<3 Carter

Another thought 'cause I forgot... anonymous February 2 2005, 18:58:50 UTC

I'm not taking off my clothes, I'm brusing my hair!

...I wonder what would happen if you went scuba diving with a tuba...

Does this make sense or is it just mindless drabble? wildgopher47 February 3 2005, 16:01:46 UTC

Without a Paddle...I love that movie! It's great.

Ok, well, I know this really might not help. Like at all. But.. you are not alone. We're all trying to struggle with finding that someone, or being happy with who we are. It all sucks. Like, I've been trying lately to be so happy with myself and who I am and what I love so that all the crap doesn't get to me. But it still does.

Just know I'm here. I might not be able to fix it, but I can at least try to understand.

It's rough water's we're going through. Maybe years from now we'll look back and understand. It'll make sense. But for now...we just gotta fight it through. Together ;-)