i wanna tear my eyes out.

[be_my_dream]

its building. and i cant see. there is one person who looks at me like i matter...like im their everything. and i miss it. i feel like i should throw up. there is this shaking inside me. and i dont know how to handle it. i cant sit still. i want to...i cant breathe. its not like i need someone to put their arms around me until i stop.

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[xgivemethepen]

a year ago, i felt similar to that (i hesitate saying the same way because i don't know if anyone can ever feel the same way as someone else).Its hard to go through all this pain or believe that it will ever end.
but it did end, and im alive today. and i'm more than grateful. all it takes is what seems like neverending time. But this too must pass. and you will learn valuable lessons that will change you forever.

in the meantime, we might be stuck in this grave we dug for ourselves. But if you turn your heart and face to God and ask for his help, having faith he will hear you, things will get better. this will heal. and you'll be glad you went through it.
and i will pray for you too.

all my love, <3
becca*
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