I realized today that i am not who i want to be. my spiritual life is not as it should be. i'm not as nice as i once was. and above all, i've been a jerk to my friends. to be honest, i think it's my way of distancing myself so i won't be so sad when i leave... but in doing so i have become miserable ( Read more... )

this is month has quite possibly been the WORST month of my life and i'm glad to see it coming to a fast approaching close. i never thought i would say this... but i can't wait til monday.

don't you just LOVE nature?!


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prom is less than a month away. graduation is less than two months away. i move in five months to a place i've only been to once in my life ( Read more... )

i'm 18 today. craziness. i don't feel any different. well, i kinda do. it's more like a realization that i have to grow up now. crap.

on the bright side, i'm getting a tattoo today. woot woot.
i'll probly post a picture later.

So let me just tell you what happened today ( Read more... )

"How dangerous is an open heart ( Read more... )

I just realized today how important it is to love yourself. Not in a prideful way, just love the person that you are. It makes you so much happier when you do!

I love my friends, I love my family, and I love being me!

In the words of Michael Bolton:
"LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE is a wonderful thing, make you smile through the pouring rain."

I thought it was the end of the world. I thought I was worthless (as seen in the previous post). I thought I was doomed to always dating losers ( Read more... )

and i don't know what to do ( Read more... )