i love sneering at people. especially those who look so uptight and who would instantly react to such a rude display of dislike. i can't remember when it started, it just did. i sneer at people in the mrt, in malls, friends of friends, friends, father, boyfriend of whoever, girlfriend of whoever, perverts, "stare-happy" passers by... and so on and ( Read more... )

Seems like everybody's on my shit list lately, especially the people who try too hard. Seems like I'm on everybody's shit list lately, that's nothing new for me ( Read more... )

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pero naiintindihan ko yung point mo kahit na wala kang sinasabi. literal. para kang power vacuum... lammo yon, nakakalimutan ko lahat ng pinaniniwalaan ko pag anjan ka pumaparada sa harap ko. oh well, kumbaga next train nalang ang mga hindi makaksakay (ako yon). parang sa isang "non-moment" nawala yung kintab mo. ewan ko kung baket. bigla kong ( Read more... )

medyo sinisipag....

pumunta sa tondo para sa community service
kumaen sa tulyase with my fresh frosh friends marnie and arlo ng masarap pero mejo hindi na mainit na sizzling porkchop na lunod sa gravy at kapos sa laman pero mmmmmmm

nag fx pauwi. pinaka-masarap na fx ride ko sa buong buhay ko

naghubad ng damit na amoy tondo chikiting at sumayaw sandali ( Read more... )

i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. writing a paper (im supposed to be writing one right now) has never been this difficult. my mind is going a mile a minute and the other part of my brain, the processing part can't keep up. i'm just bloated with 10 million different emotions and ideas right now and i dont know which should come first. and ( Read more... )

shet. ang hirap ng may sore throat at sip-sip-sipon. ngayon pa kung kelan di pwede umabsent sa school. ano to, preview ng "real" life in the "real" world? but im not getting paid!!! tablaaaaaaa (as if maiiwasan).

diabetes takes the fun away from a gluttonous spree of krispy kreme donuts.

dahil natuto akong mag-drop ng subjects, natuwa ako mashado ( Read more... )

i celebrated my birthday with my dad and his family. it was a bit strange to me, he's a bit of a stranger now. funny how people change after you stop living with them. i think i was more excited about starting another year than starting it with him, i was more excited about the food and the fireworks than the gifts. i remember how close my dad and ( Read more... )

i finally went to Sunday service for the first time this year. People have been telling me how different the Worship Hall looks like now but I had no idea how different it really is. It has a balcony now, it's not as cold as before and it's very cozy. A lot has happened since my last Sunday worship. The church is really expanding and that's great.

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the term is offcially over! FINALLY! *sigh* my brain can finally rest for a couple of days. sleep sleep sleeeeeeeeeep. i just realized that i'm never in a relaxed state. di ata ako marunong mag-relax, ang lungkot. kaya nakakatakot din na wala na akong kelangan gawin at wala akong kelangan isipin na may relasyon sa school kase mashadong hyper-active ( Read more... )