blahh, i can't say things are getting better, but since new things have came back into my life i'm a little happier ( Read more... )

So yeah.... yesterday i went to the car show which was fun, saw my escalade and loved it.. Today hung out with schoon but came home early because i talked to my dad and he talked to my brother... they took my aunt off life support and they don't even know if she's going to make it through the night. i want to THANK schoon because he was there for ( Read more... )

So things we're finally looking up, i'm not with that idiot anymore, school's going well, school is school. I like it here but yet hate it. I want to be by my family. I know this is my family, but my aunt is going to die, i want to be with her.. There isn't anything else they can do, she had an ulcer they removed it, and started bleeding. She is ( Read more... )

I went up north this past weekend and had A LOT of fun, which we all needed considering the terrible few months we've had. Fuzzy navels, hottub, and games all night, it was a riot... But i knew when i came home there'd be bad news waiting for me. I stayed home today because everyone else was, cept kyle, and i get up at like 9 and clean my room and ( Read more... )

I don't think about you, I don't like you, and I DO NOT NEED YOU. God that feels great:)

going to call Stef to listen to the priest sing lmaooo....

shavon and i are going to see britney spears march 21st, you're jealous, I KNOW:)
I'm also going up north friday, wooooot wooooooot! fun times:D

I guess reality doesn't really hit for a while...? We were all going through pictures last night and my grandma Grace was in there a bunch of times and i just stared at her pictures, i miss her so much:( I guess it hasn't hit because my aunt's been in the hospital for almost 14 days so i haven't gone to her condo to see her, and not see my grandma ( Read more... )

Happy new year everyone, this one will be better i knowwwwwwwww it ( Read more... )

you know what seriously, is it TOO much to ask to be fucking happy? i havent been happy in so long. this month has been the worst fucking month ever. Yesterday i went with my dad michele uncle freddy & grandpa to the funeral home, i dont like it its creepy. but then again what funeral home isn't? i guess grandma grace's wasn't as creepy.. but ( Read more... )

Last night my grandma Loni passed away at the hospital...she was really sick but i didn't expect it... i spent the night throwing up once again, when am i gonna stop LOSING people i care so much about?? I kind of want to write her eulogy and speak at the funeral.. but then again i don't know if i could make it through, it'd be so hard ( Read more... )

So Christmas was alright, didn't get much but that's not what matters.. I was with my daddy brothers and michele and that's a first. I've never had a christmas with my dad so it was nice. I did get 170$ which was awesome. 50 from taking my uncle to his appointments, 40 from my grandma, 30 from my other uncle, and 50 from michele's DAD! I also got ( Read more... )