you know what really makes me happy? knowing that someone is devoting their life and their sanity to trying to make me miserable.  i heard the funniest thing from randi today that completely just made my day so much better.

apparently, crazy psychobitch alyssa is OBSESSED with me. it's almost scary how much that girl thinks about me and anything ( Read more... )

as if an already shitty year couldn't get worse ( Read more... )

KARMA IS A MOTHER FUCKER, ISN'T IT?!

like i said before, you'll get yours one day. and that day just so happened to be today. cry your eyes out, you dumb bitch.

ah yess i have my computer backkk.. what a glorious feeling.

every single girl is crazy. i've just been put in enough positions where i don't give a shit about how you feel about me anymore, and if that makes me crazy, i don't care.
 

read this and weep, stupid bitch.

you disgusting little whore. i don't have the right amount of words to even begin to describe how much i hate you. hate isn't even the word, i fucking loathe you. i abhore you. if you died tomorrow, i wouldn't fucking care. i was NOTHING but nice to you, i let you borrow my fucking car for christ's sake. but once ( Read more... )

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down
As I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes
You forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening
Now, can't you see something's missing
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
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fuckin tonsilitis. that's what's wrong with me. if i hadn't gone to the doctor's yesterday, i would have to have been hospitalized. yeah, i love when doctors tell me that kind of stuff. ha so they put me on steroids (check out my new fuckin' haircut, UGHHHH!) and yet another antibiotic (#4). so we'll see how it goes and hopefully i won't die before ( Read more... )

oh, my god. i'm so sick that i can barely get out of my bed. i can't stand being this way.. i feel so helpless. all i do is sleep to try and forget about the pain in my throat and neck. everything hurts. i either need a hopsital or a miracle.

i hope you realize what a huge mistake you made. you're going to be kicking yourself at the end of may.  you said it yourself; when you saw me, you told me you forgot how pretty i was. prom should be no different if i know you as well as i thought i did. but when you have that epiphany, i'll be long gone. no more games. i don't want apologies, i ( Read more... )