Comments | beach_butterfly: I'm barely hanging on..

beach_butterfly

I'm barely hanging on..

Jun 04, 2005 22:17

You know i must be the most pathetic girl out there.. So i get a boyfriend on January 6th and now that it's time to break up with him, i don't know how to do it.. He comes back June 10th and i'm scared.. I'm scared of hurting his feelings i suppose. I mean damn i didn't know breaking up with someone would be so damn hard and painful. I really wish ( Read more... )

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anonymous_dork June 5 2005, 03:14:51 UTC

You have totally made up your mind ( ... )

beach_butterfly June 5 2005, 03:22:53 UTC

No i'm not on a "guy" too much making me naive.. I just tend to enjoy the comfort so i stay as long as i can. and no it's not about trying on pants because if the first pair of pants doesn't fit, you're not going to keep it. In a way my first pair of pants didn't fit. So now i'm looking for another pair. Why the hell am i comparing men to pants?! Whatever, point is i didn't know it was going to end this way, i am not psychic, i didn't wait 3 fucking months for him just t0 break up. I don't do that shit and i completely understand what you're trying to say but i can't help but think that you're holding back on me. It's as if you haven't fully said what's on your mind, but who knows. Point is you; i can't keep what i had for ever specially when it didn't work anymore. I rather break up and let him be happy with another girl then keep it going and pretend i'm happy when i'm truly not. Whatever, this is a sensetive topic and all, so that may be why i'm a bit bitchy right now. It wasn't my intent. OK tc bye

anonymous_dork June 5 2005, 03:44:24 UTC

The pants crap is a metaphor...not a fanatic phrase, gosh.
"I rather break up and let him be happy with another girl then keep it going and pretend i'm happy when i'm truly not."....i said that...i dont think you completely understood what i said for you got deffensive....but its alright. i guess...i have alot of things on my mind tend for the mind..it makes the whole me :p .....enough said on this topic im sick of it.

beach_butterfly June 5 2005, 03:55:00 UTC

no i got you. i just get offensive anyway. it's my nature and if you don't like it, too bad. grr, ok sorry!

jagok1 June 5 2005, 06:12:49 UTC

"but as for me i have a different way, well for myself......"i dont need to try on 20 pants to find out only one fits..." Thats my motto" That is the mosr horrible motto I have ever heard of in my life time. Not to be rude or anything, but keeping it in metaphor terms, why keep wearing the pants if they feel uncomfortable? Do you plan on making them fit? It just doesn't work that way. Even when you do find that 1 pair that fits, there is always something, maybe colour, height,width, something that is wrong with it. Nothing in life is perfect ( ... )

anonymous_dork June 5 2005, 08:03:47 UTC

its alright i guess, i understand what your saying but like i said its not a fanatic phrase.....dont worry i dont consider speaking of whats the mind rude.

beach_butterfly June 6 2005, 00:55:29 UTC

Men are assholes.........!!!!!!!!! No offense to any guys.

beach_butterfly June 6 2005, 01:03:13 UTC

I know, i mean there HAS to be someone good around my age..I just don't know who.. So i go for the ones that i know, which are unfortunately older than me...
thanks!
<3,
suzy