ahh!! i am so stressed out.
the most i've been in a lonnng time.
sorry i haven't updated, but my entires are pointless
and boring anyway; but i promise pictures or
something next time.

today i ACCIDENTALLY hit some guy in the balls with a lemon. actually, i threw the lemon at him and it nailed him. hahaha i feel so bad so i got him some ice packs. it's going to be so awkward tomorrow. poor guy.

oh, i crack myself up. i mean, i really do amuse myself.

also, i'm in the mood for something new and exciting - any ideas?

&& i think i've got a promising "job" for this summer. well, promising in the sense of actually having a job.

it's funny, today kelly asked me if i had a boyfriend and if i wanted one, and that got me thinking. you know, i really don't want or need one. right now what i really need and want is a wall, a wall to guard my heart from everybody. i'll probably grow up to be a bitter old hag, but i don't care. at least i'll be an old hag who doesn't feel ( Read more... )

i bought another dress as a possibility for sports banquet. i'll have pictures later; you'll have to decide which one i wear.

"like a stone i fall into your eyes,
deep into that mystery,
deep into some mystery"

\\ or not.

we made cupcakes!!
it was war between the aZn nation & europe;
and ellaire was the man hoe ref.
eliz came in somewhere.

( the french always win )

we chilled.
t'was fun;
scary (the playground - the haunted swing, the horny honeys in the parking lot);
HEB at 11 pm is nice. and hot.
( it's easy )

today i went to the mall with audra & claire. it was a blast! we tried on all of these weird dresses so incase we were asked to prom or something, we would be prepared. or not.. anyway, it was soo much fun, but i think we ended up ripping a few of the dresses. not HUGE rips, but noticeable. muahaha

( this will be our year )

i feel so ignorant when it comes to guys. from my point of view it's as if they're interested in me for one second and then they're not, easy as that. it's probably because i play TOO hard to get. haha that's my game and i'm hella good at it. but in the big picture, i'm definitely losing. if that makes any sense.