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[beachbarbie618]

**this was supposed to be a comment to dani's journal, but it was kinda long, so i decided to use it as an entry for my own

Comments

[alicia18]

i love you....i know you may be feeling down but things will get better soon, remember, they always do.

:)

[missweeeeeeeney]

I don't hang out with you, but you're tons of fun girlie! :) smile and cheer up! as long as YoU'rE having a good time, most likely everyone else is too!! (with you) :)

*mish

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[beachbarbie618]

thanks mish! how are you doing lately??

[tamreh]

janal, i wish i could give you advice, but i'm lost with this one. all i know is that i know exactly what you're talking about, and i'm sure that everyone else does whether they will come forth about it or not. i don't think people think you're boring at all. that's def not the problem. you are very exciting and uplifting. i don't know exactly what you wanted out of this entry tho. was it a way to just vent? or are you looking for solutions and answer? just wondering. i just wanted to let you know that i love you and i've got your back. :)
<3tam

[beachbarbie618]

I dont really know what i was looking for with this entry. I guess my own way to put my thoughts out there more than anything else...maybe to get ppl thinking about what is missing, or what has changed in life. I dunno...just wanted to see if anyone was obseving what I was observing, to see if they notice what I'm seeing---to understand what I'm going through, b/c I feel that I don't have anyone I can talk to, so I just do it through writing to anyone who will listen. Thanks for your support Tam--I just don't know where I am right now. Good question tho...
luv, janal "BARBIE"

[t_ray]

i know exactly what you mean janal...don't think that people don't understand bc they do. Becoming a part of a group of friends def. has its ups and downs...but you are always validated in your own feelings.

anyways, hopefully ill see you tonight??

[beachbarbie618]

fun night, fun night...good call Tan! Hpefully during the summer we can hang out more like that.

[danideben]

Janal, You read my entry about this subject so you pretty much know where I stand on it....but I have noticed that you were one of the people that have felt out and I feel bad about it. Don't think that we don't love you...cuz we do. I'm sorry that you feel no one will listen...you know I'm always here to lend an ear. Feel free to chat wenever!