When you reach a certain age I think it should be mandatory that you get on instruction manual on life telling you how to deal with certain situations.
Other than being really confused, I'm feeling better though. ^_^
//Atsushi-kun and I have a project for writing class we have to do together. It's been awkward so far but at least I'm talking to him. He's quiet, but I think he's the type that if you're close to him he'll talk more. He's nice too, and really good at writing.
I called Mom about 10 times this weekend but so far she hasn't called me back. I really need to talk to her, I really need to know what Atsushi-kun is to me instead of just speculating. I hope everything's okay.
If he really is my twin, I would be so happy. It sounds weird, but I don't know how else to put it.//