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Didn't have a very eventful friday night, compared to the usual. But I did stay up and talk with Tyler anxietycafe on the phone until my cold medication made me too woozy to go on. I enjoy talking to him. In a world where so many of us don't have balance in our perspective, take ourselves too seriously or not seriously enough, get caught up in stupid shit that truly doesn't matter, and either think we know everything we need to know about ourselves or hopelessly despair that we can't figure ourselves out at all...it is refreshing to find someone so young who rises above all of that without even trying or even realizing it.
Woke up this morning and spent 15 minutes or so kissing Scott's back until he woke up. He is so angelic when he is sleeping...I should have let him stay that way! lol Seriously, he woke up and we started talking about our upcoming trip to Vancouver, BC (Canada) for our friends' gay wedding in April. We are staying at a 5 star hotel up there that we scored for $74 a night. Not that many of you travel much, but unless you are getting mileage/bonus perks for staying in certain hotels, then trust me HOTWIRE.COM IS THE only WAY TO BOOK HOTELS....never say I never gave you truly valuable advice.
Anyway, I mentinoed that according to our Damron and Spartacus guides our hotel was in walking distance to all the gay bars, nightclubs, bookstores, sex shops, bathhouses, hustler alleys, leather dungeons...Before I could run out of seedy places to mention, Scott bailed me out by calling me a dirty whore...just the response I was looking for to start a wrestling match.
We tumbled around the bed for a bit before Scott had me pinned, spanked me MUCH too hard for a minute or so and then tossed me off the bed, torn and broken our fluffy white shag floor.
He always wins, it is truly imasculating for someone not used to being tossed around like dirty laundry in Chinatown. (have you ever been to Chinatown...its not a stereotype, its the truth, so lay off!)
Anyway, I lay on the floor wondering if I should jump in the shower or jump back on the bed and make this post a locked entry.
Sorry boys, I chose the shower.
So now Im checking LJ before heading up to my dad's to smog and pay the registration on my truck that I gave him. Whee!
Speaking of LJ...someone on gay_boys actually asked what everyone's favorite porn is. I didn't respond since I didn't feel like explaining that when you have a collection of well over 500 videos, you can think of a million great scenes but have trouble remembering titles unless they are right in front of you. (By the way, "Sprung" bv Falcoln/Jocks/Mustang is a MUST have).
But someone mentioned seancody.com. Now I fervently do not believe in making computer nerds rich by paying them to download shit from their site. But I do give seancody.com props for doing a good job of staying away from so much of the unrealistic shit that cheapens the scene in most porns. Even though Sean Cody is still a capitalist pig making a fortune by getting gullible gay boys to believe he is walking the streets getting "straight" boys to agree to getting fucked. Wake up gay America...please.
But it got me thinking...I could be that computer nerd making all that money. I KNOW I could make the hottest, rawest, most passionate, most connected porn ever conceived of. Between Scott's expertise in tv/film production and post production, and a few of our other friends, we have every component necessary to successfully compete against a seancody.com (who is making SHITLOADS of money).
At the end of the day, though...I just can't get over what even "Sean Cody" himself says is the hard part: Being open and comfortable about how you make your money.
Who would have thought that I, the person with absolutely NO hangups about being open with everyone about who and what he is, would deny myself untold riches doing something I KNOW I could do better than anyone just because I don't feel comfortable being known as a porn king.
But I guess that is why I am so comfortable being totally open about myself...at the end of the day I don't bring things into my life I am not totally comfortable with.
Still...it would be fun to do just for a little bit ;)
Anyway, Im off to get a start on my exciting weekend (insert dripping sarcasm here).