hmmm...yep...still hate life in rhode island...i don't think i've really ever wanted out of any place more...

well...for the first time since i've been in school in rhode island...i don't wanna go back tomorrow...i've actually been happy at home...i feel better about everything...about people...about my life...just everything in general...and i know that as soon as i get back to school i'm not gonna feel that way about anything anymore...and it makes me ( Read more... )

( i know my abc's... )

( umm yea...i was bored... )

1. initials: JDHG

2. name someone with the same birthday as you: Ro, my cousin bobby, casey...

6. are you bisexual? thats a big NO

7. do you believe in God? yea

8. how many US states have you been to? i lost count...

9. how many of the US states have you lived in? 5 (west virginia, kentucky, florida, mass, and rhode island)

10. have you ever lived ( Read more... )

seriously...fuck people...

I FUCKING QUIT!!!!!

i really don't know how long this one's gonna take me to get over... ...it seems like i'm ok during the day when i have classes and people to distract me...but as soon as i have a few minutes to myself in the afternoon/evening...it just all comes back to me and i just start crying all over again...it's just like tonite...i was walking back from the ( Read more... )

hmm...well...i thought that would make me feel at least a little better...but no such luck...i love knowing that people are more concerned with how they look to other people rather than how they made u feel...

i also love apologizing profusely for things i did...said...and didn't say...and getting nothing in return...just fucking awesome...
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ever wonder how u can be so dumb?...ok...so i fucked up...i fucked up BIG TIME!...but so did he...and i don't understand why or how i keep doing this to myself...i really thought that maybe this time would be different...

i don't understand how i could let something go that i held onto for SO long that quick...like it didn't matter...but it did ( Read more... )

:'(

sometimes...life really sucks...and right now...i really hate mine...and to be perfectly honest...i'm not even a big fan of myself right now...