ok...so i'm pretty proud of myself...i actually did some packing tonight...well...AFTER i dragged my mom outta my suitcase...lol...she said she wanted to go to URI too...but my step dad told her no...lol...

i got to talk to jenny too...that was fun since i haven't gotten to in like a week...she's silly...and she makes me laugh...and i miss her... ( Read more... )

hmmm...well...i don't really think i have that much to say...surprising right?...my big 2-3 day packing extravaganza starts tomorrow...not all that excited about that one..i think all my stuff should just magically pack itself and then magically unpack itself and put itself away in rhode island...however...the sooner i pack and get finished...the ( Read more... )

so i was a little bored...lol...

1. What time is it? 10:00

2. Name as appears on birth certificate?: Jessica Dawn Hilemn Gilliam

3. Nickname(s): depends on who i'm around: jess, j (around family), blondie(random people)...i even get princess occasionally if i'm at home...

4. Do you drive? that i do

5. Single or taken?: depressingly single

6. Chinese/ ( Read more... )

well...i'm pretty sure i'm done...i was talkin' to my mom yesterday about this whole thing...and she kinda made it all make sense to me...given...she most definitely does not know everything that has gone on between the two of us...and doesn't know how i've felt and all the emotions i've gone thru...but she's seen enough...and it felt good to talk ( Read more... )

ok...so i'm in like the best mood i've been in in a really long time right now...this week sucked...found out i've wasted 4 years of my life...and my car's still in the shop...and at this moment...I COULD NOT BE HAPPIER!....

i got a phone call today that just made my day...made my week actually...it was perfectly timed to be from who it was from... ( Read more... )

this was quite possibly the most disappointing week of my life...as if the other night wasn't bad enough...tonight i got to experience my car spazzing out on me...not only did it sound like the entire back end was gonna fall off as i drove...but it was shaking and i could feel the brake pedal vibrate when i pushed it...it was quite scary...then i ( Read more... )

the person this is for...will most likely never see it...and i probably won't ever be able to find the right words to say it in person...but i feel like i should write it down if for no other reason just to make it permanent...or something like that...

thank you!...
thanks for being "too nice" to me...
thanks for being there even when u probably didn ( Read more... )

something inside me changed tonite...i don't really know what it is...and what i think it is...i'm not ready to admit...i don't feel the way i thought i would...i feel like i just went through the motions because i just know them so well and its comfortable...i can't tell if there's much feeling behind them anymore...and i don't like that...i'm so ( Read more... )

sometimes...it's really nice to know that someone would care if something happened to u...and would still be there for u even if u made a really HUGE mistake...and knowing who that person is...and having them tell me that in their own special way...just opens up a whole new world for me...and makes me...really...happy...i love the fact that they ( Read more... )

well i was bored...so i stole this from pete cause it looked like a good way to cure some boredom for a few minutes...enjoy!...lol...
general

Do you feel like you had a good summer? yes and no
Did it go by too fast? not even close...this was the longest summer of my life
What are you doing come fall? back to school i go!!!
If youre going to college, ( Read more... )