im glad i didnt get food poisoning from thomas' damn pasta salad! i knew that boy was out to get me but the plan turned around and bit him in the ass! HA ( Read more... )

dammit

i want

coming out of my cage and i've been doing just fine gotta gotta be down because i want it all it started out with a kiss how did it end up like this? it was only a kiss it was only a kiss now i'm falling asleep and she's calling a cab while he's having a smoke and she's taking the drag now they're going to bed and my stomach is sick and it's all in ( Read more... )

and i had the sense to recognize that i don't know how to let you go....

fuck that. im not letting go. you know it. i dont want to at all, but "space" and all that. i hate this.
like i wasnt crying enough, now im pmsing all over the place. heh. just thought id let you know.
man i hate feeling so bitter.

i went on a date with steph yesterday and she encouraged me to splurge. i did. i came home with many bags ( Read more... )

seriously.
how can so many bad things happen in a week?

this week sucks at life.

my mini golf score was 141. i lost by 8. YES!

guess how many mugs i priced today. just guess. please?

i got the shoes.

and the frisbee. ;)

but now i ask, now what?

im cuddling close
to blanket and sheets
i am alone
in my defeat
i wish I knew you were safely at home
i'm missing your bed
i never sleep
avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak.
and this bottle of Beast
is taking me home.
well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
and sit alone and wonder
how you're making out...

i've been wearing my "love" and "wish" necklaces together for a few days and now they're intertwined.

i'm off to vermont for a few days, where it will be just me, my mom, my brother, my gram, the gay cows, and my thoughts.

i'm the queen of not wanting to talk about it.
erin's the queen of mixed messages.
decision: i'm going to wear more green.

i just did a "school is over" dance around my basement while i was waiting for pictures to load. it was a really sucky dance because i had no music and was trying to make no noise because im the only one who's awake in my house. it pretty much consisted of my hopping on one foot and spinning in place on said foot while the hopping continued, ( Read more... )