I started to watch the movie with my mom. Even after knowing he was going to die and that the whole movie was based on it, i thought i could contain myself.

I was wrong.

It was like he was dying over and over again, each time he's leave her a letter. It was awful. His sense of humor and the funny parts are the only way i could stop from crying. It ( Read more... )

My day was a great day to pretend i was in high school again and just be surrounded by people that mean a lot to me. It was nice to know people so well that i felt completely comfortable answer questions i wouldn't normally answer without possibly blushing, lying or joke about. And it was nice to embarrass myself and not feel completely stupid ( Read more... )

Ever wonder why we do what we do ( Read more... )

Just seems like girls, myself included, believe the crap we heard in school before we believe the compliments we hear now. For a lot of girls, its hard when we don't hear the compliments from the ones that love us, or even from random strangers. Silence is almost as bad as calling us ugly. If we aren't hearing that we are pretty, then what else are ( Read more... )

Everyone with my old cell number... Please call my new cell 318 470 3698. Everyone that has called my old number im sorry about the grumpy old man that answers it. Apparently, he isnt very friendly nor likes people calling for a girl he doesnt know, lol.

Today i remembered i forgot my brother in law's graduation party. Honest i didnt do it on purpose ( Read more... )

Yesterday i went to a BBQ at Mike and Amanda's. It was a great time to see old friends and even make new ones. However, i think the best part was the fact that we were all the same people we knew years ago. Things happened that's for sure but we were the same people nonetheless. It was nice just being me for a while. I wasn't "Chris's wife" or Miss ( Read more... )

After taking the time to read everyone's lj's i have noticed a sense of honesty and freedom in them lately ( Read more... )

Chris is leaving to go to Guam. He plane takes off later today. We will see each other again in about 4 months. I already miss him dearly, but i was strong enough not to cry until i left his site earlier. We were both more prepared this time, thank God. Now i just have to wait for the distractions to begin ( Read more... )

Im going back to LC!!! I'll be arriving in Beaver Falls right before the 4th of July. I cant wait to enjoy the summer up there. Its already in the 90's here. I have a feeling nothing will be the same, but the weather is a bit more predictable. It'll be nice to go to the dirve in on the weekends and going to the fair. I'm even going to get some ( Read more... )