I can be a uber-jealous bitch sometimes, thanks for being able to deal with me babe.

Spring is in the air :-) .. wait no. It's 30 degrees. What the fuck?

Ugh I love this weather so much, it's finally spring. All sunny and gorgeous, 60 degrees, yess. I've been on and off slightly depressed this week, I dunno what's up with that. This weekend was good. Besides throwing up (not from drinking, I swear, it was food poisoning, damn the Old Country Buffet). Well well well. I love spring. And friends and my ( Read more... )

Update: school sucks, my family hates me almost as much as I hate them, my friends have anger problems and/or are too busy for me, and my face is breaking out like a teenager hopped up on steroids. But my boyfriend is fucking awesome and I love him a lot.

Life is dandy. 17 days until spring break :-)

P.S. PMS is a bitch, and so are you.

I am feeling all kinds of shitty right now. And I can't even go sleep it off because I have a 6 page paper due tomorrow...aarghh. I have to vent here because my babe isn't home :-( ............. I'm all backwards. Literally. AHHHH. Is it a coinincedence that all my feelings of anxiety are heightened 3 fold whenever I consume caffeine?

No matter how much time passes, the song Im Not Okay will never fail to make me feel happy. And nostalgic.

K nevermind life sucks again. I hate work and being tired, it makes me a cranky bitch.

Ahhh life is good.

Things are good. Life is going smoothly for the first time in a while. I'm still craving alcohol real bad though, this weekend I must get drunk. That is all.

I've been writing in this thing more and more. I think I should start writing in an actual journal but this one is so convenient. I basically feel like poop lately, I'm so tired and blaahh.. every little thing bugs me and/or stresses me out. This is highly out of character. Tomorrow's the first day of March, I will try to get crap back on track.