updates and living color.

too bad my nose isnt pierced anymore because it had to be surgically removed. ouch. =/

and heck yes Im going to marry a beautiful emo boy who plays his guitar and looks into my eyes as he sings me songs. and Ill cry every time because he's just that beautiful.

too bad I met the most perfect one this weekend. cool ( Read more... )

at an all time low.

good thing you're just a dissapointment Julie.

and funny how you're the only one of your whole family... all like 100 of them that will not have graduated highschool. honestly, being a failure just hurts. but it hurts so much more to be dissapointed in yourself. sure, everyone is going to be extremely dissapointed in me ( Read more... )

good times dot com.

( could you get any fatter? )

I'll write this down for you so you can read it. I will hold my breath for you til' I can't feel it. I don't care if you don't love me.
I could live inside the myth that you would stay.

I'm willing to bleed for days, more reds and grays, so you don't hurt so much.

I love fall. it's my favorite. the leaves make me smile like this =)

I'm a fake.

so I guess its back to old bad habits ( Read more... )

I think I like postal service better then phil collins.

( the only song that really just fits )

the hardest realization of them all is knowing I wasnt fucking worth waiting for.

just hurts, thats all.

if it's healthier to leave you be

may a sickness come and set me free

kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me.

dont ask me what Im doing up at almost 4 in the morning.

once again, it's time to just let go.

letting go always seems to take time. I wish I didnt have time.

you'll see she's miserable and you'll know you ( Read more... )

a fucking waste is what I am. I fucked things up with Paul, I fucked things up with Denise and Marisa, I fucked things up with Trevor. who's next ( Read more... )