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[beandaqueen]

Things are fine, really, but one aspect of my life is falling apart.  It's way more hurtful than I thought it'd be.  More so, it's immature and I'm more frustrated with myself than anyone else I'm frustrated that I have no control over my situation and who is around

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[anonymous]

I'm not mentioned in any of this... it's cool :). Memories fade I guess and so do friends..... I read every one of your posts by the way.... I just wish that I had a spot in your memories you missed..... no one ever misses me I hoped you would have. I don't blame you though.

[beandaqueen]

Thanks friend. I remember you, don't worry. You're included in my Bona friends for sure- you were a big part of my college life, one I'll never forget.

I hope things are OK for you.

[anonymous]

it's too late, u can't make up for it now. That's why i wrote it as anonymous because you already did forget about our 3 year friendship and relationship. We'll never see each other again i suppose.... and you WILL forget about me.... like everyone else. They're just dumb memories and I wish I could forget about all my friends because they already did.

[beandaqueen]

Wow, that was a little uneccessarily intense. Maybe that's why people perfer you as a memory sometimes, because who you are now is only a self-conscious ghost of the person you really were. Think about it.