oh man, im so fucked... haha this is so awesome..
okay so my night was gonna be good, but then it got bad but then it got alright. haha, and it ended with jake driving dixon's car, and than picking me up with him, corey, travis, nick, brandon pickin me up... and THAN we went to the trainbridge which was ALL FUCKING GUYS like oh my god, i couldn't ( Read more... )

Well, I definately had my excitment for the week. I woke up this morning at 7:30, and was up for a bit, and than ended up going back to bed until about 12:45 when my phone rang. Fucking people calling and waking me up.. but it was okay, because it was only Jake, and not some annoying person that I cannot stand. Anyway, so I got up, and drove ( Read more... )

Okay, so I think I've been doing a pretty good job, about NOT being bitchy and whiney the past couple days, considering how sick I've been. But today, was the worst day, and I have just been pushed to far, so now it's time for me to do a little bitching.

I'm so sick of this spring-love shit. Seeing all these cute happy couples, it makes me want to ( Read more... )

Well.. This weekend was actually pretty bunk. Friday was fun, I went to Jess's for Bri's birthday,haha and we were acting like we were all 12. It was really nice for a change hanging out with just some girls. I never do that. In fact, I don't even remember the last time, I was just with a group of girls. Don't get me wrong though, as much as it was ( Read more... )

Hmm..
Whatta day!
Well, it started off with me getting up and having to go to dance. Jessi & Court came in and we did hip hop. I'm ever so fucking lost cuz I missed last week.. Oh well, whatever.
Than, Psyc, which was gay, so I sat at the smoke pit and did nothing but tan and smoke.
Than lunch. Which was gayer. Cuz I sat at the pit, and did nothing.
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Well, I guess I sorta go through these damn stupid spurts where one min I update all the time, and than the next thing you know, it's been months!

Well, heres a really quick update!

I've decided, fuck boys. They can come to me if they want me. I will not chase after them and waste my time on something that will never happen.

I need a guy to calm me ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I just don't understand.
Sometimes, I wish somebody could have an answer...
Sometimes, I just get so frusterated, when theres nothing to be frusterated about.

Okay, so what I'm really trying to say is:
Have you ever been so confused about what you really want? Well you see, I haven't. All my life I've been fairly organized, knowing exactly ( Read more... )

Wow.. I'm sorry everyone. I haven't updated in a while. I don't even know what to write about so much has been going on. I guess you could say I've been pretty busy. The river partys have started up again so instead of staying home on weekends I've been out. Started second semester. My classes are going pretty damn good I guess. I enjoy all of them ( Read more... )

THANK GOD THE RIVER PARTIES ARE BACK!
I so totally needed them to come back, my life is so boring without them! The river parties totally reminded me of who I am and how I am and how much fun I had meeting new people and being around people. Fuck, met some really fucking awesome people too, it's just so wicked. See people tend to not understand that ( Read more... )

Okay... so I don't know what the hell is going on. I'm so scared... SOOO scared like nobody can even understand. Everytime I see him i get these little butterflys in my stomach, and it just makes me wanna know whats going on in his head, and I hope that he likes me as much as I like him, and I don't wanna scare him off or anything but still, ( Read more... )