you know who you are

[beaniechick]

i don't know wtf u said 2 him last nite but apparently it was enuf 4 him to hate me now. he says you told him everything, and i'm just confused as to what exactly you had to tell him. all i ever wanted in my life was exactly what i had with him and it took every ounce of strength in my body to try to let him go because i thought it was what he

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[loveis4suckers]

i really hope ur not talking about me..considering u put this in MY journal too,im guessing it IS me. but uh,what the hell are u talking about? i havent talked to john since december..when i said "hi" to him at 1690. so if ur gonna try to bitch me out,get ur facts straight first.

[beaniechick]

guess i deserve that 4 believing an asshole. and he called me a liar. my apologies.

jill

[loveis4suckers]

im so confused..whats going on? i never talked to him u know. so i have no clue what he said i said.

[loveis4suckers]

he's a pussy .. he hasn't even talked to me in almost a month now. apparently i was the one who broke his heart tho, even tho i was left wondering what i did or said or even if he's just really depressed about something and doesn't think i should be in his life right now. i know the kid loves me, which is the worst part because he won't even let himself be happy .. he thinks i'm always upset or smn when i'm not, that he's not good enuf 4 me or smn. so anyways he just stopped calling. w/e man .. so finally when i get over myself and this funk he left me in, i get a text message saying that he hates me and that you told him "everything" ~ whatever the hell that is. fuck him, i gave him the best 6 mos. of my life (4 real they were) and he left this empty shell of me crying every night just wondering if he would EVER IN FACT PICK UP THE G.D. PHONE. Apparently not. He sent a bunch more texts that said that he had lost respect 4 me and that u & him talked. Also that he had moved on and "fuck you jill