i think it's more i've always tried to put a smile on my face the best i could & pretend like everythin was okay, but i cant do it nemore. i've officially hit rock bottom. & suuure there's times wen life SEEMS sooo great & nuttin could be betta but the truth is its not. & it always seems to fade away. there are very few people i can actually talk ( Read more... )

so its 2am & i jus got home frum the Sox game. wat a pitiful game.. worst game in playoff history :(

highlights of my nite

[-]rainin & the below freezin temp
[+]chillin in the Legend room wit the celebs for the after parrtty
[+][-]eatin wayyyyyy too much food...woot for fruit rollups
[+] gettin in fights wit rude ppl..WORD OF ADVICE: DO NOT TALK ( Read more... )

MARK WAHLBERG iS DREAMY

Meaks: haha i just saw it

Auto response from Patrizle: marky mark on TRL......ahemm holly i already knew, but thanx doll face:)
watch it or..........i'll hate u

Meaks: and i thought of you
Meaks: plus hes wearing a sox hat. which is super cute ( Read more... )

well, i shud be at driver's ed..instead im home procrastinatin on wen im actually gunna finish my paper. i feel like i have soo much to do & so lil time to do it. hmm. in other news....my bdays fri!!! & its gunna rockkk. im soo stoked about it, as is everyone else whos spendin it wit me :) its gunna be a good time ( Read more... )

lets write about my super excitin skewl day shall we??..spanish was good cuz we jus basically lectured in spanish & didnt do ne writin or nethin..then lit we had a sub....MiSS FANTASiA..gag me!! so we jus spent class time writin our essays...then double chem tuday....ahhemm excuse me, XTREME-CHEMiSTRY-HONORS we did a lab the first half..or shud i ( Read more... )

woot for mornin updates! yeaa i was bored & felt like updatin while i wait for meg to hurry up & finish gettin ready before we're late for skewl!! went to cullens ..watched the Pats yest...a lil of the sox. yeaa u heard me, A LIL. we're in the playoffs next wk but the Yanks already clinched the top spot in the division...ehh watevvv they still BLOW ( Read more... )

so i found n article talkin about Wahlbergs new movie comin up n the show he jus started. n the shows pretty much based on my former neighbor so it talks bout him in the article n yeaa i thot it was kewl. unless u knew my neighbor n then watched the show u wouldnt really see how a like they are n how funny it truely is to see them poke fun at ( Read more... )

i got a sudden spur to update, so i suppose ill follow through wit my whole blue hills retreat update that u all were so anxiously awaitin...yaya shutup. so i get to skewl fri mornin n im sittin in my 'midday' till 830, wen we all went to the gym to be called onto our busses. there were 3 busses: walkers..hikers grades 6-9..hikers grades 10-12. my ( Read more... )

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eff that retarted fan that interfered wit the ball..eff the fat ump for kickin francona outta the game ...&& eff the fact that my baby only pitched 6 innnins.

BUT WE WON!!!!!!!! sooo no complaints here.

ps. TiM WAKEFiELD iS GOD.

YANKEES CAN KiSS iT =)goin to bed..ill update tomorro. for those of u who care ( Read more... )