so...what the fuck was i thinking? what exactly made me think i could move 3000 miles away from everything i know and love chasing a dream that apparently doesnt exist. first, its well, we really like you and you are qualified...BUT we have a person who has had this job before....then its well, they really liked you, BUT theyre going to take ( Read more... )

*sigh* that about sums it up. long day at work...went fast thank god...lots going on....projects...markdowns...shipment...moves...and im running the show...yikes...i love being ringmaster in the 3 ring circus. at least captain jack said i seemed like i had it all under control. dont i always? as crazy as it was and as much as i had to do and as ( Read more... )

"you wanted this...so you have to fight to make it work...no one ever said it was going to be easy." i remember this quote from one of the 3ish times i watched one tree hill. haylie (or how ever you spell it) had run home after marrying nate because his mother was driving her nuts. her mother found her upstairs crying, and thats what she said to ( Read more... )

im beginning to wonder what i was in a former life.....must have been something truly horrible....thats the only reason i can find right now for everything totally sucking....i hate my job.....really..i do...part of me wants to say screw it and go back to the previous hopeless situation...atleast i didnt fight with someone on a daily basis...i had ( Read more... )

ok...so after a day like today, i have to write....either that or scream or both....yet i havent thought to resort to tears yet, so im still a step ahead of where i was in boston. the day didnt start out too bad...i got to sleep in and then i went for my run, which has become a daily occurance since im going to run 13 miles at the end of july ( Read more... )

since i have today off i have effectivly decided to spend it doing absolutely nothing......well....i did go for a run....(necessary if im going to run in the sfm in july...) and now im watching stephen kings it....a 4 hour movie......4 hours of watching television...couple that with the 2 episodes of law and order im bound to watch later....and ( Read more... )

so.....i gotta get better with this updating thing....its not like life is that crazy or old navy takes up all of my time. im beginning to think however, that i might be crazy...i mean, i moved across the country 3000 miles away from everything and everyone i know and love....chasing a dream that im curious as to if it even exists...i keep ( Read more... )

ok....its been a rough couple of days....work has been crazy...first everyone is snippy....cept for billie jo.....(brooke in my world of alirios....) not sure what im going to do when she leaves..then i get asked if im going to be ok opening the store by myself.....multiple times....i did open a gap...many many times...in the ghetto....and i was ( Read more... )

so...ive been told in a round about way that i need to update..... ;) and i must say that i agree. brian came and went. we had an amazing time.....being crazy tourists...and just being crazy. kevin was here too....that was cool, cause i havent seen him since..well...prolly high school. still hating the job...and looking for another one..just my ( Read more... )

im not really sure where im headed at the moment....full of mixed emotions....just watched the season finale of er...carters last episode....kind of sad..hes been on there forever...like 11 years...since ive been watching the show...he watched a slide show which included pictures of the original cast...and then they did that thing where hes walking ( Read more... )