Ive had alot on my mind lately here is a bit of whats going on in my strange little head ( Read more... )

Well this weekend has been pretty productive. I feel much better that i did the last time that i wrote. In fact I have figured out my relationship delema. There is no one in this world meant to spend their life with me and if there is I know i will push them away or let them slip through my hands, like i have let happen before. And oddly this time ( Read more... )

I wrote this awhile ago. And well it pretty much sums up how i feel today. Only for the fact that my day was shitty ( Read more... )

Man i feel so...funny i dontk now whats wrong with me. Lately i have been feeling this unknown sense of dread. I know one of the cause but I dont think thats it. I just feel like i dont know whats going on its like two sides of my mind are fighting each other. One wants me to do the logical thing and the other well it wants me to follow something ( Read more... )

This is for the people saying i need to write something on my live lournal. Something.

Today is the first and probably last time i write something when im not bored out of my mind. Id like to start off by giving a big FUCK YOU to jlbdork. What a fucking fag bag. Really. Lets see what else can i ramble on about? Ahh today was such an awesome day. I fucking love the rain its so wonderful. I wish it rained every day. Its just so ( Read more... )

Well im here typeing really really bored. Who would have guessed? Things in my life are the way things in my life always are not great, but not anithing worth bitching about. Other than the fact that its 11 and im still waiting for my scrubs to finish washing. Isnt this interesting my life all i can talk about is my scrubs, wonderful! Oh well this ( Read more... )