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[bear_vs_josh]

So often do I find myself in situations such as these.
Seems to be a regular occurrence. Not that I, ultimately, don't expect it.
Hopes get too high, and my aim is usually a little off.
This is a personal problem, I know.
But what I need, I do not have.
What I long for, I do not have.
What I desire, I do not have.
Not completely anyways...
"Every

Comments

[mango_princess]

You don't need to be afraid
Fear will only cause worse things

Yes, we might see a future and be hopeful there's nothing wrong with that
But I think it would relieve the pressure of it for the both of us if we don't plan our lives away. It might be a better approach to take it more day by day.

I L O V E Y O U ! <3

[bear_vs_josh]

Yeah, I know. This feeling doesn't feel like one I have had much control over. It feels planted inside of me right now. And you have no idea how badly I just want it to go away.
And this post wasn't only about that.
There are some personaly issues, as I stated, that I am trying to deal with right now.
That was just something else that may have had an effect on how I was/am feeeling.
Thanks for caring, love.
I love you to!
So very much.
I really do =]
See you tonight!

[munkyfuzz]

Fear leads to the dark side.

[hardcoro]

You're like how old?
You're still a boy.

[bear_vs_josh]

The only thing that age matters in in life, is getting a job.
- Maturity > Age -

Lol.

think about this

[xdiscoxbbyx]

you are so young i know age doesnt matter much in this world but sometimes joshy i think you are to mature for your age. Be a kid! its fun i promise.

your a cool guy (oh that sounded retarded and something you would write in someone yearbook)

love ya Johsewa,
stephadizzle

Re: think about this

[bear_vs_josh]

If "acting my age" means purposly screwing up in life, then I think i will pass.
And you obviously missed the main point of this. I stated that I was tired of tiptoing around everybody's emotions, and never saying anything when I really feel like I should, because I am to afraid of offending people who i think will over react. Or even if I cower down from saying something on behalf of my rep, and caring what people think about me, in that manner of course. Don't get me wrong, I do value other peoples opinion, but yeah you get the point.

And cmon steph, how often do I get super-serious?
Only when I am around a bunch of people who arn't using common sense. That's when I am like, "alright you guys are dumb", and walk away.
Le end.