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[beardedlady]

Ohhhhhhh man.

Shit hit the fan tonight, lemme tell ya.

I started this, and she countered with this.

You should probably pop some popcorn and getcherself a nice cold drink before you start.

...The conversation stopped where she logged onto MSN to message me

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[ihateemo]

That was pathetic - on her part, at least. It's 100% evident to me that she's at fault and she's just a petty, selfish control freak. Look at that attempt to assert some kind of control over the situation with the dick comments. Kudos for not taking the bait. She's just a drama queen. You're better off without her. etc.

And WTF; I was expecting this to be about a hot chick, man! I am disappointed in you.

[beardedlady]

Guy, you should see my dick. It's amazing.

She also called me again tonight when she found out I made that thread. "Are you stalking me now? Am I going to have to change my number?!"

Laugh.

I haven't made an attempt to contact her since that day you told me you'd slap me in the face if you were in Toronto. No emails, no MSN attempts, no phone calls. Nothing.

After my conversation was winding down on MSN with her, I was like "Oh, one more thing! Change your phone number? You know what I do for a living right?! :D"

I work for the company that provides her cell phone service. =/

And hot chick? It was shit that hit the fan tonight, man. =/

[ihateemo]

I know for a fact you've hit better than that. ;)

Pissing off exes, FTW!

[beardedlady]

I didn't even realize this would be the first time a lot of you would be seeing what she looks like...

It was never about the looks with her. Even though, in her defense, she's much more attractive in person. There's something about her that is attractive. People are drawn to her.

The whore.

[_likethesoap]

this drama brings me back to ftj =/

and everything he/she (^^) said, i agree with.

[beardedlady]

Yeah, FTJ was wicked. Usually it was dude living in California fighting with his girlfriend who lives in North Carolina.

This was me arguing with a girl who used to live in my apartment.

And he/she is very smart!

[_likethesoap]

you know i meant the previous commenter, not your ex-cunt. right?

[beardedlady]

Yeah, I knew!

[ronteflon]

brb getting an RMB account

[beardedlady]

Oh snap.

Those threads have long moved on to the second and third page. =/

[speedracr]

Do you have closure YET? This is like watching two highschoolers battle it out to save face... except... on the internet. I'm not sure which is worse :-p

Regardless, is RMB more like FTJ was? With the T&A? ^_^

[beardedlady]

I don't know, I haven't posted on RMB in months. I haven't seen anything too exciting recently though.

And the only reason I took it to RMB is because she goes there all of the time, and she has this image of being a real hard, don't-give-a-shit-about-what-anybody-thinks-of-me attitude, and I knew that there were people there that would look at her a little differently after finding out what she did to me. People she respected.

Childish, perhaps, but when Erin left, she didn't lose a fucking thing. She left me alone, with nothing. No friends, nobody to love.

So, it's not that I can't get over her. I had a real tough couple of weeks adapting to a new routine, creating a new schedule, trying to fill the time I used to spend with her. Trying to fill the void.

I never thought it was fair that she turned my world on its head and she got away scot-free.

And trust me, that shit got her blood boiling. That's all I wanted.

[speedracr]

Childish, definitely. At the same time, it's all on you, so as long as you're ok with it :-p

Thing is, man... You seem to be blaming her for an issue that isn't yours. Sure, it's her fualt she left... but is it her fault that you had nothing, friends or otherwise, when she left? Even if she was the one who pushed that on you, you made the decision.. it's YOUR life.

Now understand, I'm not trying to be Captain Blamegame, but I just want you to look at the situation from a clearer view... It might give you some insight into future endevours... I know I've had moments like that, so yeah.

PS - I refuse to fix the typing errors, too tired (yet i'll type this because it's easier)

[beardedlady]

I wish you could have been a fly on the wall for the last month (or all of) our relationship.

The rug was pulled out from under me. I had no time to prepare. She kissed me and told me she loved me in the morning of the day she left.

She made me believe (not think) our relationship was perfect right up until the end.

Big. Gaping. Hole.