So yeah....starting today....new autumn time! I have two things motivating me....and i really hope thats enough. I really need people to harp on me though. Like seriously. So lets see how it goes this time ( Read more... )

sometimes i just want to lock myself in my room so i cant feel any emotions except the one i feel constantly but have gotten used to.

so pretty much this past week has had its ups and downs. I went to rhode island last weekend to see lauren and meet her friends and they are all SOOOOOOOOO amazing. i wish i could hang out with them all the time. for days i was speechless about rhode island.....days ( Read more... )

so this weekend was nothing short of amazing! friday kinda blew but after that things were looking up. On saturday i talked to my friend lauren all day whether it was on the phone or online. She and i decided to hang out on sunday because i am going up to rhode island to see her this upcoming sunday. So she drove up and in the hour and a half it ( Read more... )

lets talk about my miserable night last night. went to a party and left and was sad i couldnt say good bye to a certain somebody. But he let me wear his sweatshirt because i was cold....very sweet boy :) then my roomie went to a place i cant go to for a week and a half and i was bummed but kat said to go to southside. so i go to hang out with her ( Read more... )

i had a fun weekend. I had a yardsale with my mother on saturday which was supposed to be really great except for the fact that this fucking crazy woman came to my house inquiring about our washer and dryer unit so i brought her up to see it and she yelled at my mother about our cats. I really had no choice but to get in this middle aged womans ( Read more... )

so things have been going good lately. I have been working at the bank and for the past two days i have been on my own and i love it. Nikki is there to help me and all the girls are just so nice. I feel myself opening up more to them. I love it. I hope i can stay there for a while. If all works out and my mini dilemma is something that is just a ( Read more... )

So I started my new job on monday and its amazing. I work with really nice people and the work isnt too bad. Its soooooooooooooooooo much to learn but i feel as though im picking up really fast. Im just so nervous because its people's money that im dealing with and i dont want to mess anything up. But overall....good choice with this job. The ( Read more... )

i just looked at my last entry....my mood was high.....i meant to put happy....lame...ew high?! that would have been lame ( Read more... )

so yeah.....im back on lj....and it seems crazy to me. I havent had the internet in so long and when i have the chance to go on lj isnt a priority....of course its all about myspace! but lately things have been falling into line. I got a new job at a bank that I start on monday. THat should be awesome....its definitely not friendly's so thats all i ( Read more... )