so its been forever since i updated and im wicked sorry....i accidentally dropped my computer on the floor which was WICKED cool of me and then i broke it and yeah....needless to say it doesnt work. So in order for me to go on the internet i have to go to a friend's house and yeah.....that sucks...so ill try to give an overall summary of whats been ( Read more... )

i seriously quit. I hate this feeling and there's nothing i cant do to sop feeling it. I hate it so much....all i feel like doing is crying and i dunno.....i hate it....i really hate it.

So ive spent a lot of time in leominster today and ive found out a lot about what happened on what leominster and lancaster teens call "rollercoaster road"....sound familiar anyone? Yeah...i didnt know any of them....but reading the articles....it made me so sick. To anyone who knew them....im so so sorry. Whether or not i know you....i just want ( Read more... )

so today....well....it started off so blah...like i was supposed to do something and i couldnt get ahold of anyone. I knew josh was mad at me and i came to grips with that. But then i tried calling other people and was just nervous that they were too just because i get paranoid like that. But yeah....they werent ( Read more... )

SO i've been spending a lotof time with Josh and Rita lately and im loving it. I love them both so much. But i do miss grant tons! i cant wait until he comes home ( Read more... )

so i have had a busy few days ( Read more... )

wow this day just keeps getting better and freakin better.....

Last night was so much fun. I went to Shbooms and itwas a blast....i saw a lot of people there i knew...one i particular made me smile ( Read more... )

So my internet is up again...thank friggin GOD!

And I was involved in a major crisis this morning....let me explain. So i was woken up by my mother talking on the phone. Groggy, i sat up and began to listen, only hearing bits and pieces like flying,in hair, black. i began to piece things together and realized that she was talking about my second ( Read more... )

So yeah...my internet is down for 30 days and im pretty pissed about it. They said they cant bill my DSL box to my phone anymore so i told the lady to fuck off...i feel kinda bad about it now and i might call her back and apologize....but im not sure....cause they took my internet away and i might not be able to breathe properly....lol ( Read more... )