[drabble] Wait For Me, Love

Jun 15, 2010 22:41

Title: Wait For Me, Love.
Pairing: Junhyung/Hyunseung, Junhyung/Yoseob
Genre: Drabble, Romance, Slight Angst
Rating: G

A/N: I was rather moody, so there's character death T_T. This fic has a non-existent plot, so I called it a drabble, it's short anyway. Many thanks to Han (mydinoeats ) for the inspiration, and for showing me an epic gif of BEAST. I sincerely hope you enjoy reading this, and hope you comment too! <3


I still remember.

I still remember the nights we shared together in the same bed, fingers intertwined, just happy to be in each other's company. I remember the way you kissed me good night, when our jam packed schedules took its toll on me and I would slowly drift off to dreamland. I remember the times we would take a walk together, in the cold night, enjoying the beautiful scenery out there.

I remember it all.

Why is it I only learn to treasure you, long after you've left? Why is it I only remember all the times we spent, all the memories we've shared, after I've found someone else?

It's your face that haunts me every night, it's you that leaves me crying in the balcony for hours on end, in the middle of the night, the chilly night air swirling around me. It's your smile, in the polaroid we took together, that, up till now, is still in my wallet, that leaves me nostalgic. It's against all my principles of faithfulness, but as much as I love Yoseob, you're the only one that has a place in the midst of my heart.

Do you still remember?

Do you still remember the night we were at the beach, taking a slow stroll, when I turned to face you, got down on one knee, and proposed to you? Do you remember the sincerity in my voice? Do you remember the silver band engraved with the words "You're my Everything"? Do you remember how you cried and told me that you definitely accepted my proposal?

Do you remember how we embraced there and then, by the side of the ocean, it's gentle waves whispering to us?

I know it's time to let go, time to move on. I've tried again and again, but today's no exception, I still find myself sneaking out of Yoseob's and my shared bedroom into the balcony, and letting the tears freely flow.

I've shed far too many tears over you. But still, I can't help myself.

And as I face the black velvet backdrop beyond the balcony, and the glittering stars dotting the sky, I say a silent prayer. I pray it'll all go away, the tears, the sadness, the agony.

It sounds childish and silly, but I know very well that you're somewhere among the stars, smiling at me. And although you're no longer on this earth, I know you're still watching over me.

In the still of the night, I whisper, telling you to wait for me. That I'll be up there together with you. Please wait patiently. I promise that I'll do my best to love Yoseob as much as I loved you, and not break his heart.

I love you, Hyunseung. I always have.

Wait for me, love.

One day, you and I will finally be together again, among the stars, in the beautiful night sky.

~
 

rating: g, #fanfiction, pairing: hyunseung/junhyung, pairing: junhyung/yoseob

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