closure is such a joke. we make up this "term." but by trying to achieve this "idea" we only stay connected and invovled to what we want space from. its a vicoius cycle. wanting closure, not getting it, staying invovled trying to receive what we comprehend as closeure, not getting it, still trying....etc etc. not to mention the fact, that we ( Read more... )

      urban outfitter is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generatori did it again just for kicks to see if it would change................and it did, to something still totally me ( Read more... )

      acting is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

creepy i didn't rig it, i don't even know what it means, but creepy! (it only asked like 3 questions)

-List ten things you want to say to people but you know you never will ( Read more... )

i called him
i saw him
and now i can't stop crying

i'm so stupid, i hate myself right now.

there's a time in everyones' life (slash everyones' week)when everything seems to be going well...until the sky opens up and G-d smack you usde the head saying "you silly turd, enjoy your week!" and thus you are left emotionally and physically hurt in the middle of the week ( Read more... )

wow i am milking this fever crap thing for all its worth. i have officially taken off more school time for this then for the time i had mono. woah ( Read more... )

i think spon gen went well, which im really proud of cause i had my doubts, not gonna lie. and now that its over its sad, but since we have shows in the future itll be fine. besides, i didnt make as many close friends as last year......and by close friends im referring to a particular person, who is no longer part of my life so i don't care. ill ( Read more... )

i literally have no friends. its so weird. i have soooooooooo many aquaintances but no legit friends. the ones that you don't need to spend money to see. the ones that you can just hang out at whosever house and talk....................when exactly did i becoem a hermit? this is seriously ridiculous. dory, sammy, steph, go away and i have no one ( Read more... )

well hello. for any of you who actually still read my entries you' hav noticed theyre all immensely boring and complainy. this is because i used to call people to talk as opposed to writing about my life. aha and now that i no longer wish to do so i will write. not only will i write the bad, but i promise to write the good the bad and the ugly. ( Read more... )