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beastofacistern

i don't know

Aug 12, 2005 15:13

I don't know what just happened. But it was something big. For some reason, I realized just how pathetic I was being today. Sitting alone in the Riverbend parking lot and smoking a cigarette right after I thought my car broke down is sad. I left my pack and lighter on the ledge and I'm never smoking again. I am disgusted with how much I've ( Read more... )

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lollybird123 August 12 2005, 21:11:27 UTC

YAYYYYYYY!!!! Oh, tavia, that's exciting. I used to smoke. And I just did it to be cool...I absolutely HATED the feeling of it, and i finally realized i was being stupid. and i don't know if that's why you smoked, or that's why you quit. But i just think that's cool. Actually, I just think YOU'RE cool. Yay!!!

beastofacistern August 13 2005, 04:53:39 UTC

haha yeah I definitely started doing it to be "cool" and then I continued bc i liked the feeling of it...but its gross, and i hate how it lingers on you and makes your teeth yellow and ugh...

lauren474 August 12 2005, 23:22:12 UTC

yay im so proud of you. i'm doing the same :-D

beastofacistern August 13 2005, 04:56:33 UTC

good!

dukesmayonnaise August 13 2005, 01:13:08 UTC

awww im proud of you... im here for you girlie ♥

beastofacistern August 13 2005, 04:55:17 UTC

haha i feel so loved <3

anonymous August 14 2005, 03:34:33 UTC

I'm proud of you too. I never wanted to say anything because I didn't want to offend you but I think you're awesome for making the decision for yourself because it's what you want. -rob

anonymous August 19 2005, 03:10:21 UTC

tavia! im so proud of u princess! smoking is such a turnoff for me, gross. so im glad u stopped!
-robert (tip)